As they all felt the fire They turned me into an outsider I never heard from them again So ironic when you called for a favor today
It's always easy to judge But takes a lot to be specific 'cause as you preach you're opening the door To your egos past
There was a day when I could forget I could forgive but those days are gone I see them fade
Filth runs in every new day
I learned to mute the anger I never thought I would be there again A moment, a dead end I lost myself in here I ran as I saw the end Should I've joined the fight instead? Hope you're listening 'cause now times have changed
I take a look around Say this moment's mine Flee all the weak minds Feel my missed hidden rage
The Quiet Place
It's spinning, further deeper I know you're out to try me I'm not in this to be your slave push the dirt, make me feel Locate what swallows life then burn to be in our world
And then I close my eyes (and then I close my eyes)
Judge me now used to be afraid to let it show, bow down a king in my own mind everything's in place so much better from today
Drown the monster make all bad dreams go away whatever takes to keep running free a hopeless cause?? the quiet place the bridges fall to the ground you say you sacrificed
And then I close my eyes (and then I close my eyes)
judge me now used to be afraid to let it show, bow down! a king in my own mind everything's in place so much better from today
judge me now the king in my own mind judge me now the king in my own mind
judge me now used to be afraid to let it show, bow down a king in my own mind everything's in place so much better from today a king in my own mind..
Dead Alone
I'll always belong to the shadow Don't show me new results I'll never enter your heaven Make the most out of my dirty cell Creeps infected by control That's what put me in here Dig deep don't think you ever get To the place where they buried me The last glimpse that I have Fragments, pieces of some things valuable even though it doesn't make sense anymore I release my last tear
My frustration My conversation Why are we even here? the abuse That we use I do not longer care
The cold worms and me We are all right We are free The dead light inside Fuel to new seed New world I hide
When there are only my bones Please put them in use Want to be part of a new dawn The day darkness disappears Don't release these chains Never been closer to myself All your mistakes run through As I realize what we become The end is here to bid farewell I'll turn to ash and hear them sing Songs about my emotions dead and alone Don't make an effort You don't know me anyway
Touch of Red
Reaching depths of clarity I'm not supposed to be like this I should be on the top of the world Is anybody out there like me?
I followed - something's missing Self control - forcing me down Whispers consume the air Above her I'm endless
When the rain comes falling I'll freeze, I'm so afraid When things start to flood me I'll drown in seconds
Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out
As if I ever had a choice All in the hands of the energy Once again I feel the quicksand Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle
The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be
Like You Better Dead
I can be as angry as I want to be Just watch me burn (need to be motivated) I think you're way too cold Just watch and learn
I'll never sleep here anymore My house is not my home I like you better dead I'm better off alone
Destiny, will you cure me? Trust, will you age with me? Hear me scream as I face tomorrow
Your vision may be in colour, but you look all pale In these times we should be learning but with you I'll always fail
I need to save myself before I drown It took so long to see The world your mind creates It pushes me under
My Sweet Shadow
I'm selling heavenly sketches A world out of my mind Ready to explode in purity To fill the wholes inside
An ever moving stream With glowing rays of light Emotions tied to past lies And I know I should let go
Tamed with confidence of a brighter future I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out
Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more
Another dawn collapses Do I need to be reminded? A glimpse of my safe home A path to hide all anger
In circles I catch A torch carried by the immortal From depths that I created In vain echoes fade
Evil in a Closet
We were one in words You finished my sentences I can never attract tomorrow It pushes me aside
I sink in waters deep Your presence kept me floating Far from depths where secrets lie Maybe in another lifetime I could be the first you meet
I once read a poem Held my breath But that moment's gone First time I felt life somewhat hurts Need an option, a reason and some hope
Yell at me, i want to be your light that shines But my ground's shaking and I might fall I wish that I could say... I wish I could be your evil in a closet
In Search for I
It hurts to think Can't get the sums together Would you draw my bitterness Make the pictures fade
Could it be that I see What's beneath when we fall The truth in ever I'm scared that I'll be
Will time open my vault New solution, I'm begging Break the fuse that holds me back
The I is lost in me But I'm ready to give you The m, it might even be the e As I begin to search for I
Distract, push me in another direction This wall that I stare into It's getting old Give me faith to reach for the new Pull me apart and do me all over I'll need a re-make To make up for my mistakes
What if I stop to care? What if I let you fall?
Borders and Shading
Take a knife and carve it in Want to see your faults As a part of your pretty skin Everyone has a tragedy I want you to wear yours in pain
Oblivion can no longer shade you Tattered tissue as a reminder
Bleak silence Errors stigmatized in you A weak worn out friend There's nothing left for me Again and again Your face reminds me of a bleak future Despite the absence of hope I give you this sacrifice
You're so far behind Be my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Your world inside slowly redesigned
I deny any reminisce of us I'm on a new mission I find myself in the future A trace of the past cannot be found
Superhero of the Computer Rage
I am the past Future I've been chosen You think it's over But I'm ready to go I am what you fear I've been chosen The world as you know it just died It's the end of all time
I am a surprise Even to myself I'm a genious Superhero of the computer rage In plastic I'll bury I am what you fear I've been chosen The world as you know it just died It's the end of all time
Everything you say is denied I'll be the devil on this ride
Dark clouds in your heaven Your end has only begun You can scream but the re's no rescue I promise I'll make you sure you die in time
I am the maggot In your infected life No matter how hard you try I'll leave without a scar I am a legend In your infotainment life It's when I say "it's over" It's you who's been chosen
Dial 595-Escape
Could it be a new day? Fear in me so deep You push me out, I feel far The absence, close to me The otherside I crawl You push me out, I fall
Heal my wounds with everything Away you complicate me Sick of cycles, drop to zero A while just like last times My least favourite re-run Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey
Escape familiar home Memories remains alone Reality trapped inside The wicked descend - I hide
Testing higher mentality I conquer myself through this A furious path to walk New space does exist beyond In silence I dwell Displeased Remain with the seed of unfulfilment
"Try to remove obstacles as they appear" my master said "Don't look too far, you'll stumble before you're even there"
Bottled
I really don't have anything to say Just pass me by Don't ask me the same questions Just deny I'm there
Like the time around me This room is filled with nothing Fell awkward in a place with many Leave this space to me
I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward I'm in circles again
Still and breathless I don't care what's behind To you I look for energy To catch my breath again
The world looks old to me Tonight I drink myself sober Soon this could be over Tale a picture of the pale
New morning knocking Feels just like always Pen down my regrets I reach to you again.
